I just want someone to hold me. Not necessarily a guy, but anyone who will just sit with me when I’m crying and will wrap their arms around me and rest their head on my shoulder and will just say “it’s gonna be okay, you’re gonna be okay”
I’m sitting in the bathroom with the door locked arguing with the voices in my head about whether to cut myself or not.
I like my new blades, and you gave me a reason to use them…
i want to relapse more than anything right now. my emotions are so out of control and i don’t know how else to make myself think straight.